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Thursday, June 22, 2006

1. How does the world see me?:
"What A Wonderful World" by Ray Charles

2. Will I have a happy life?:
"A Whole New World" by Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachely

3. What do my friends really think of me?:
"Confessions Part II" by Usher

4. Do people secretly lust after me?:
"Thank Goodness" Wicked

5. How can I make myself happy?:
"Day After Today" by Bethany Joy Lenz

6. What should I do with my life?:
"Accidentally In Love" by Counting Crows
..fall in love?

7. Will I ever have children?:
"She's In Love With the Boy" by Tricia Yearwood
..i take that as a yes? lol

8. What is some good advice for me?:
"Barbara Ann" by Beach Boys
..wtf? lol

9. How will I be remembered?:
"Beer For My Horse" by Toby Keith
..hah greattt

10. What is my signature dancing song?:
"Another Day" Rent

11. What do I think my current theme song is?:
"Halftime" by Ying Yang Twins

12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
"May Angels Lead You In" by Jimmy Eat World

13. What song will play at my funeral?:
"On My Way" by Stephen Speaks

14. What type of men/women do you like?:
"The Call" by Backstreet Boys
..hah..i think that means the cheating kind..hah..

15. What is my day going to be like?:
"The Ghost of You" by My Chemical Romance

16. Will I ever have love again?
"Flavor of the Week"
..well that's interesting..


Thursday, June 15, 2006

god damn. im so fucking stupid. i just keep doing this to myself. and i know i would miserable if i didnt talk to him. and im just making it seem like i want to do that, when i dont. i really dont. god.


Friday, June 02, 2006

i just need you to read these quotes and understand..

You know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? No. Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you've gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Cause you are. And that pain you feel, its life.
- Nathan, One Tree Hill

Lucas- I love you. I don't know how else to say it.
Brooke- How about how you show it. I'm not pushing you away, I'm holding on for dear life. I need you to need me back. Why whouldn't you just tell me about the kiss? And why didn't you call me while you were away? And why can't you ever just let me all the way in? -One Tree Hill

What hurts the most, was being so close. And having so much to say, and watching you walk away. Never knowing, what could have been, and not seeing that loving you, is what I was trying to do.

It's not so bad, you're only the best I ever had.

It`s been said that there's one word that can free us from the weight and pain of life. And that word is love and I believe that. It doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard or that it won't be. It just means that I've found a stillness and bravery in myself with you. You make me brave, and I will love you until the end of time.
         -Haley, One Tree Hill

I'm not the most eloquent speaker so I thought I'd borrow a few words from Shakesphere, "Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds." When life gets hard, when things change, true love remains the same. I look at Haley and Nathan and somehow, I feel safe. And I don't know how I can explain that, but they give me hope. And I'm afraid to say it out loud because if the world finds out, it would try and beat it out of them., and that would be a shame, cause we all could use a little hope sometimes, ya know? That feeling, knowing that everything is gonna be okay, and that there's someone there to make sure of that. So here's to Nathan & Haley. Here's to hope, and to a love that will not alter.
          -Brooke, One Tree Hill

Everyday you wait, is another day you'll never get back in the end.
          -One Tree Hill

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.
          -Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill




i love you so much, and even though you say there is another guy out there for me, i truly don't think so. i think you are the one for me. ive never been as happy as i was when i was with you. as i said, i dont know the true meaning of love, but i think fell in love with you. nobody knows what the true meaning of love is, but as a friend said, "i feel that love is the strongest feelings and passion you can feel towards a person." and i know, that i felt that.


Monday, May 22, 2006

hola kiddos..havent really actually written an entry in a while. but i was bored and decided to write one! =] welll...summer is in 5 days! totallly super excited..im soo sick of school. but blahhh..summer is going to have its down points. you are going to be gone for more than half of it. what am i going to do? things are going so good this time..and i dont want it to change. i dont want our feelings to change for each other. im so scared you have no idea. i love you soo much and you cant even imagine it..i just can never say it out loud. you are the one who always makes me happy, and with you gone for half the summer, i dont know what im going to do. what if your feelings change? then what am i going to do when you come back? god you have no idea how scared i am. but we are going to have to work soo hard to make this work. you have no idea how hard im going to work, i just hope youre going to work just as hard. i cant afford to lose you again..but i want you to know, that i love you so much.

and now you are leaving, for good. i know that people dont like to read about this stuff, because it totally sucks, but i need to say something and not just act like its not going to happen. weve become so close this year, maybe you didnt think it, but you were one of my best friends, and now that youre leaving, i dont know, it just sucks. and you know what sucks even more? ive had 7 or 8 years to get to know you, but i wasted all of it, and now its too late. but when you are here during the summer, we are definitely hanging out, me and brooke already planned it =] haha. well, we're all just going to have to make the best of these last days, make them the best days of our lives, because were not going to get them back. i just want to know that im gonna miss ya so much bud and that were always going to be friends, even if you dont think so.

yeah, im a sap, i know. lol, just needed to get some feelings out, and if you guys are reading this, believe me i dont have feelings for matt lol, if thats what it seems like, because you all know how much i love tommy. =]..but yeah it just sucks that hes leaving.

and now of course, i need to have my one tree hill quote:

PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE,
..but sometimes they come back.


comment comment comment..! xoxo


Monday, May 08, 2006



at this moment there are 6,502,867,120 people in the world. give or take a few. and sometimes all you need is one. for better or for worse.

he was a hero.

nathan- is everything okay?
haley- i`m fine soontobe-husband-again why?
nathan- just wanted to hear your voice<3



brooke- now i know what this dress looks like on a witch.
peyton- go brooke yourself.

it`s been said that there's one word that can fress us from the weight and pain of life. and that word is love. and i believe that. it doesn't mean that it hasn't been hard or that it won't be. it just means that i've found a stillness and bravery in myself with you. you make me brave. and i will love you until the end of time -haley

 

last year, we stood on a beach and i told you how much i loved you. and i'd always protect you. that day, nobody believed this would work. but i don't think anyone understood the love i have for you, because if they did, they never would have doubted us. so i wanted to marry you again, in front of most of our world, because today when i look into your eyes, my love for you only grows. it's even stronger now. that love will never waver. today. and always. and forever -nathan

lucas- it didn`t mean anything.
brooke- a kiss always means something </3



lucas- i love you. i don't know how else to say it.
brooke- how about how you show it. i'm not pushing you away. i'm holding on for dear life. i need you to need me back. why whouldn't you just tell me about the kiss? and why didn't you call me while you were away? and why can't you ever just let me all the way in?


the last time i gave a speech about nathan and haley it was at the their first reception. i remember saying prepare to be surprised. and i've gotta say.. even i'm surprised because they do something that's very rare seen in someone our age. it's very rare to be seen at any age. they give their hearts to each other unconditionally. and that's what true love is. it's not this fairy tale life that never knows pain. it's 2 souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love. to nathan, and haley scott -lucas


i'm not the most eloquent speaker so i thought i'd borrow a few words from shakesphere. "love is not love which alters when it alteration finds." when life gets hard, when things change. true love remains the same. i look at haley and nathan and somehow, i feel safe. and i don't know how i can explain that, but they give me hope. and i'm afraid to save it out loud because if the world finds out, it would try and beat it out of them. and that would be a shame. cause we all could use a little hope sometimes, ya know? that feeling, knowing that everything is gonna be okay, and that there's someone there to make sure of that. so here's o nathan & haley. here's to hope, and to a love that will not alter. -brooke

 

nathan and haley`s relationship was unexpected. mostly because haley is classy and attractive and nathan is.. not. but here's to nathan and haley for proving to us that love is real. and still attainable to the rest of us - cooper.

nathan- i just got that feeling. the one i used to get right before dawn. the world could be perfect.
haley- i feel it too.

nathan- call 911
haley- nathan, don't.
nathan- haley, i love you.

 





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